Always welcome, dear! I know it is hard and sometimes it seems no end, but it will be one day%) If you can share it with someone who you trust - I do not know you but for me it always helps if i can speak to someone - not for the sake of getting help but just the processes of speaking it out seems to help me to go through! Try to be you whatever you face! I am sending you much love from here!🌸♥️🌸