Hello steemit, I'm back again ! :)

I want to write you a a story about the man who thought he can do anything become anyone and then realized that life is much more difficult when you have opportunity to choose.

In our life, we are always strive to success, right ? Tending to be better, to develop our self every day.
At least in my case when I don't do such a thing, when I'm not so productive I'm finding excuses and telling to myself: "You’ve been working all day, you can relax a little bit" and that story is repeating every day since 2016. when I started to work "temporary ". Only few months until I save some money and buy me some new clothes and new guitar. I haven't bought one yet.
Problem is that people are spoiled with the grace of today’s life. Instead of walking, running and making something productive. We are driving, ordering food, watching TV series. Everything is so easy and available. In my case as soon I face with the challenge I intend just to ride on the wave and simply choose to do something that is not so difficult to me, or something that I’m really good at. So, in that way I’m feeding my self-esteem and persuading myself that I’m ok. In the end I completely lost my shape physically and mentally and main culprit is decision to cut the corner and decide to do nothing…