oh, "Currently feeling a little blue today" and supporting your parents, well I understand that too. I also get the "relationships" stuff as I am not very good at it either....It's a sore spot that just never quite goes away actually. Thanks for asking about my personal experiences. It's nice that you did that. A farm, how quaint, but yes, I could see how nature would be difficult. Keep going, that's how it happens. Dig really deep....