@reddust, I find that my need to be around others or to be alone is dependent on a lot of factors - work, amount of sleep I have had, obligations, celebrations, etc.
I appreciate that I can enjoy both deeply. I appreciate that I have the chance to experience both.
Thanks for your thoughtful writings. I always appreciate them!
I am happy you caught the undercurrents of my writings, since writing is so difficult for me! Thank you @sumatranate.
Similar to what you said in your post, it is less about how easy or difficult something is for you, but more about your decision to face those challenges head on or run away.
Keep pressing forward!