I think I was a hedonist for about a year. Or I was dating a lot. I offered love to everyone I met and connected deeply. Results? It felt to me like I was reading a lot of books and never really enjoying any of them cause I could not rest into myself to with one of them. I felt a missing of that self resting and sacred moment of just being alone with me and then offering that to another. It was fun, but now I have one person its more poetic. This is just my experience.