TOXIC BUT SOOTHING

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I love you
I wish these words could come right back as often as I give them
I want you
I wish you wanted me as much
This love kills me on the inside, but I feel more alive on the exterior
Some people call it "toxic"
But to me, it tastes like fine smoothie
Some call it an 'obsession'
But It's a kind I could die for
I keep coming back to you, even when I know I shouldn't
Your cold stares and one-worded responses...definitely not how I hoped things would turn out to be
And those nights when you felt unsure
I was there, constantly giving you "assurance"
I was there when the love was sweet
Still there when it turned sour...
I was there both when u needed me
and when u chose "Her" over me...
Was there when u were happy (with her of course)
But...but it didn't matter, your happiness was my delight...
My friends say I've gone insane ...but loving you psyches me into momentaneous sanity
They say it's toxic but I say it's soothing