Beautiful! I always say let out the inner child. People say to me why an I so relaxed and how come thing don't stress me? Exactly like you say here; I am my inner child I see a puddle I jump in it, a hill I roll down it, I laugh when I find something funny. I don't live to this conformity I am an adult so I must behave like one Fuck that! It's my life my experience I will do as I please (some conformity I do upheld, but only in the interest of keeping some degree of freedom and I know I will be free in a few years!). Some people take it all so seriously mentioning no names and I look at their life and the misery and think just enjoy yourself do something silly. This person sees my do silly things and I can see they think its fun but feel they are responsibly so can't, sad thing is I see this as irresponsible to yourself and conformity to ... well what!

I have read many books done retreats experienced now after ten years (plus or minus) I finally am ready to start my spiritual journey. The first thing is forget that conformity and live with a free mind and be who you are !