When I Ever Felt Jealous And Why

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Talking when I have ever been jealous and why.. I think that I feel jealous for one reason or the other every single day.. hahaha. Okay scratch that, that was just a joke.

So there's this particular incident that occurred and that made me extremely jealous and kinda hurt. So, I was with my phone scrolling through social media and stumbled on a particular post. It happened that I don't have a mom, I don't even know how she looks like because she died a long time ago.
Now, this particular post has a picture of a mother taking care of her daughter who just gave birth with a caption "you won't know the feeling of having your mother by your side after birth until you feel. Oh my God, I felt so jealous at that particular instant. In my mind I was like" what's this one trying to prove".

I didn't feel that way because I was against the caption.. but I felt envy and jealous because I can't get that satisfaction when that time comes.
But in the midst of those thoughts and jealousy, I felt strength. I mean if I can't get it, I can give it.