Monday 1/6/2020

Happy June~ so today I woke up feeling 'heavy' as usual. I then scanned the news, ate, talked with Mom, worked out, ate, and then played CIV6 with my brothers. Not a bad day but not a particularly interesting day either. I have decided I want to invest in certain cryptocurrencies like BSV, ADA, CHR, SNTVT, OXT, and PIVX. However, I have been waiting for another major drop in the market as I view a V-shaped recovery to be pure insanity with what is going on in the world. I am rather amazed that the stock market didn't drop today—what with the new episode of Planet of the Apes (directed by Antifa and produced by the Satanist NWO) premiering over the weekend. I put off shaving today as I had woken up so late. Really wish I didn't have to shave. I've spend thousands on laser hair removal (and more time and money trying to do it myself) and still grow the disgusting hair on my face. Oh well... I used to be a-lot more affected by body dysphoria, butt I guess over the years I've just adapted to being unhappy with certain parts of my body (and life). Still, if I had money and didn't live at 'home,' the first thing I'd do is try to finish the permanent hair removal everywhere sans armpits, (some) pubic hair, and the hair on my head. If I let myself I can end up really uncomfortable with the imperfection of my body. Butt, I just don't have the energy for that anymore. I'll do what I can, when I can. That is all I can do. You might ask if I regret trying to do the permanent hair removal on the face—after all if I hadn't I could have grown a very thick beard... butt you know what? I don't regret a thing besides failing to finish the job. I am who I am. When I was a child, I never wanted to become like my Father—instead I always wished I could grow up to be like my Mother... alas. I have never wanted to become a bearded man. If I must be a man, then I wish to be a smooth relatively hairless one that is popular with girls. Still working on that. By the way, all blacks and supporters should be given a permanent one way ticket to Liberia or their African destination of choice. I hear Wakanda is popular. Peace between Blacks and Aryans can only be achieved between through separation.

Love Voxxe~