I am so sorry to hear about your loss! I'm sure you've heard that from a lot of people, and I hope you're able to take some comfort in it.
Hopefully your art will help you begin to be able to heal, on your time, when you are ready. Only when you are ready.
Thank you very much for your kind words of support! My loss is too big, you're right. But I must continue to live on and return to my hobbies.
You've got us all on your side, too. No one needs to be alone.