Work for me or a company?

First at all I want to let you know that this is my first article here in Steemit, my first English article at all too and this is just something that I am doing for my self stem and will power YAY. If you are looking for an article that is gonna give you the key of happiness try to look somewhere else.

I am a Brazilian dude that doesn’t do carnival and doesn’t play soccer before you ask. But let’s get to the point. As a good engineering student in the last fell days I have been look for some meaning for my life, trying to discovery what to do with my future. Well, the question in my mind was simple: to be a good engineer and work for someone else’s company or be screwed working by myself (if you are from Brazil you know why I said screwed, if you are not I am just letting you knowing that the government of the Brazil hates this kind of people).

So, to be or not to be a guy without a “good’’ and kind of secure salary every month? This question has been really eating me out and annoying me every night when I should be sleeping and dreaming about the third session of Rick and Morty.

I have tried to work for some companies and till now what I have realized is: Dude you will never find a perfect company with the perfect job that fits right for you, that pays well, that gives stability, pleasure and a good money, unless you want to be a porn star, then you will have all of it. But if you are like me and didn’t get a BIG gift from god you can maybe find a good job that you think that it’s perfect but come on, who in the world knows you better then you? (off facebook, that sh@# knows everything)

With this question I found myself answering that: the only guy that knows the better time to my body to works is me. The only one that can says if what I am doing with my time is right or not is me. I will never find a company with the same exactly spirit that I have and don’t wanna spend 1/3 of my time to work for someone gets rich.

If I am destroying my healthy to win some money I am going to do it for myself.

I know that this is something easy to think, the tough part is to getting started. You know a little a bit of a lot of things and it’s not an expert in nothing. You are there knowing that you don’t wanna work for someone but the poor spirit knocks your door telling you that you are out of money. And that’s when the sh@# gets tough.

In the same time that I know that I am out of money I know deep inside that a big idea of what to do with my life is coming right there. Why I know that? Well, being without money just let me study more and more, looking for some answer, after this I have been even more productive with the stuffs that I think could maybe give me some money.

Well , this text it’s not for exactly to win some steem and some money (if I do win some I will not be mad), this is the only social media that I know that I won’t find my parents, friends, and people that I know and in the same time after righting this down and posting this online I already fell more confident.

SO DON’T GIVE UP YOU SON OF A B#%$!
Kisses :*