Losing Yourself

You know, you get sadder the more you have people or let's say friends along with you
You tend to lose yourself in the crowd. You smile, often, not knowing why you did or you should and sooner or later becomes lesser and lesser of its real value. Think about it, you lack time to yourself,to sort things out and find what is genuine and who are sincere. You lose yourself trying to drown it with the fake reality of having everything and anything when it fact, you don't have anything at all. And that's no sadder as it gets.
Losing Yourself.