Abigail the for me

Well most people mite think am all over my head about this lady, hell my friends think am really pushing too much because the think shes not the right lady for me.
Abigail my sunshine, if dere is any woman in which i could risks spending the whole of my life with it would be Abigail. She's so gentil, calm n full of life most especially shes to lovable for me to let go. Sometimes i think of her as my little mermaid shes soft and has d ability to influence decissions if mine in Nigeria people call it mumu botton....... Lol, well i give her A grade for having that ability. Fellow steemates tell me , do you think i should ignore my feelings and let the mist important woman of my heart leave???