Invisible

My eyes closed as if everything in my life was meaningless. I want to know the big things in my life. In life there are important things, I will look for it. Though it is not real or just a fantasy, I will still look for it, and I will get it. Because I need happiness. Though dead, but it's okay, as long as I can be with him. Instead of living a life full of emptiness and full of suffering.

In a dream I met someone who might be important in my life. And maybe it was also the purpose of my life that I was looking for all along. But what I do not understand why he is not real, or even I and he live in a different nature. "Yes I'm sure of that .." I decided I would look for it. I do not know how it is, but I'm sure I can meet him.

"Zoy, open your eyes and wake up .. baby" my mother woke me up.
Yes he is Emly Louis, it's my mother. He was very considerate and very affectionate with me. Although I am sometimes annoyed at him over the excessive treatment. Yes silly, indeed. I'm a quiet girl, and loves to be on my own. In my school there is no one friend who wants to be friends with me. Yes .. that's me "Zoy Louis". Quiet boys, guys, cupu, weird. But for me emang I like that would be how to again. This guy is my choice.



My father, George Smith is a great man and I know that. He works as a guard at the lighthouse near the beach. I think it's not easy work, because it requires great courage. He also includes a quiet person who does not talk much, even with my mother. It's strange to live in a house in which there is a fussy mother, father ignorant, child cupu. That was my life.

The days I lived as usual became girls cupu, quiet. But there is little change, because today I stepped up to live and there grabbed my goal. That goal is when I will get you.
Dead was okay .. if my life is unwarranted, cause, and result for others. I look for it, that's my big privacy, never in my life.

The sea filled with challenges passed by a young man by using a large boat that he had. And at this moment he was confused by what he was going to, because he felt all the things in this world he had ever felt and he had. But one thing he has not had is the most important person in his life. The man was Roper Dramision, he lived to be a very wealthy nobleman in a remote village of Guide Sanderm village. Now he decides to travel in search of something he has never found in his life.

With a strong hand, he pulled the screen of his ship and pulled again until the wind could blow his ship so the ship could sail. All the supplies he had prepared for the purposes of several days of sailing, he thought in his life there will be something big will happen to him. Is that? He does not understand. If it is good he will be very happy, and if it is not good he will not regret it but he will live it. Because he feels what is in his life is the most important thing to live and feel, yes he believes it. For an 18 year old teenager to sail alone is not an easy thing, everyone knows about it. He has a very big ambition to strengthen the density he has.

Night comes, the moon and stars greet him with a sweet smile. For tonight the weather is clear and there is not a cloud of clouds indicating the occurrence of a storm in the middle of the ocean. The sea wave was calm, so he thought that tonight he would be safe. Roper climbed, ran, on his boat. Right in front of the ship, he climbed up and saw a very beautiful nature that presumably existed only in his imaginary realms. Using tiny white copper binoculars covered in gray paint, it made him look manly. Roper also felt it. The waves were enlarging very quickly, the winds blowing so fast, the rain that turned so quickly into a storm. Without a doubt the storm also occurred. Feeling panicked he tried to save himself by hiding in the bottom of the ship, precisely on the sidelines of luggage from the village. He thinks he will die here.

Water entering through the crevices of the ship so that the ship Roper was slowly going to drown. He also surrendered with all these things either what will he natural later, whether he will die or still be given the opportunity to live. The large ship was drowned, carrying the great dream of a wandering young nobleman. With the waves pinned here and there, it made the ship break into three parts. That is the front of the ship, middle, and rear. Roper tried to stay alive, he searched for a fractional wooden board of his ship to use to knit it floating on the surface of the water, for Roper could not swim. But his fate was not so good that he died of cold and unable to save himself with his weak body. His body was finally stranded on a small island inhabited. And his body was found by a fish merchant. Then he took her to the village and buried her.

"Really unfortunate fate of this young man, he was stranded with lifeless circumstances". Said the villagers.
"What is really happening to him" doubt and curiosity arose in the people of the village.

Beautiful sand beach I was in the middle of it, like in a dream. The blue ocean, the waves of the sea dancing split the great rocks, and the palm trees that swung as if to greet me. I'm glad, there's my time for myself. I walked on the beach and constantly mengkhyal. To the extent to see a strange object that is not proprietary who joined the waves carried water to the waves, precisely in front of me, the beach. And it turns out after I grab and I noticed the shade was a unique and strange binoculars. Which I then brought home. I kept paying attention to the thing, and I thought it was a valuable thing because there was a small inscription on the binoculars that the binocular owner's name was printed. "ROPER DRAMISION". Like the names of a nobleman. I was also willing to menyimpanya.

"Zoy from wherever you are, mother worry about you, honey ..?"
"From the beach to refresh the mind". I replied
"Oh .. next time you have to say goodbye before you leave home, yes dear!"
"Yes, mom"

It feels really bad if my life continues like this, I try to live it. And I still think about the odd binoculars. Who ya the binocular owner and the name. Ah .. I tried to ignore it. I rushed into the room to clean up and find a box to store the binoculars. Strange, why my bedroom window opened by itself. Whereas I had closed it. Maybe it's wind, yes wind. But what if it was not the wind.

I'm hoping it's him, the mysterious man in my dream who came at nightfall. I hope that's true of him. Crazy ... maybe for most people, because there is someone in his life who wants to meet a ghost. But even if he is not real or even practically soulless creatures. I still think he exists. Now I want to meet him directly. I have many reasons for that, either if I would be comfortable if nearby. I'll be with him. "

My life seemed to change, the moment after last night. That is after I say all my ambitions. And I began to realize that there would be a new thing that would happen in my life. My dream of a handsome man came in my world, I wanted it so badly. I never dreamed that my future will not live on earth but in an unreal world. I wondered why it was in my dream, was it something to do with my future life. If it's in an unreal life, then I live surrounded with a human without a life, or commonly called a ghost. The word "GHOST" must be everyone thinks they are creepy creatures with their messy appearance added with blood on the hands, eyes missing, ears bleeding, maybe one of their legs is missing. Well ... it's horrible to imagine. But whether there is a good ghost and look good not creepy. But what I want in a story is that it exists. For some people think it's strange. If a ghost is a creature to be feared for its visible, visibly creepy appearance. Zoy ... what's on your mind this. It's strange to think of things that are not worth thinking about. They have their own world no need to think about. Especially if I have to talk about this strange thing with other people, surely they think I'm crazy or weird. In a thought the thing to think about is the real or realistic thing in life, that's the opinion of some people who have the right thinking. I started thinking about it from night to morning. I could not sleep that night thinking about it.

"Zoy ... sweet, this kid this morning, you do not go to school?" My mother shouted right in front of my bedroom door.
Hassttt noisy, unimportant words that every day I hear from my mother's mouth. I wondered very much how my father had lived for several years with my nagging mother. I can only be silent, it affects my psychic in mingling, making me a person who spends my time to be quiet and do not want to know this unimportant world affairs. My dad always thought it would be hard work for money. While my mother who just stayed at home just to laze. And I as an only child to always be sued school. See this world full of each ego. There is no tolerance in life to love each other to be together.

Right in front of the mirror I looked in the mirror of a pale-looking man dressed in clean white, with brown eyes like a delicious piece of chocolate, his little hair on the back making him look manly.
"My binoculars ... you found him, lady?" Asked the mysterious man as he approached me.
My body vibrated the wind blowing here and there to make my room curtains draped here and there. Makes the atmosphere tense. Unconsciously my head nodded and my body turned toward the man. Without saying much he took his binoculars and smiled beautifully at me. One word I remember before he left.
"Thank you sweet lady, you are so interesting," she said with a smile

For the first time I received such a sweet remark from someone. I do not realize that the man is real or not. He was suddenly in my room, strange not. I think about where he came from and where he came from. He came just picked up the binoculars that I found. Until I forget that today I have to go to school.

Tick ​​tock tick ... long time clock sounds loud right next to my eardrums. My eyes were dizzy, dimly lit, and sick stomach. Without an interval of time to tip my foot out of the room I suddenly fell on the floor right in front of the mirror I stood up.

I opened my eyes slowly, I just prayed when I opened it I'll regain consciousness. But it did not match my expectations. white mist hovered here and there, a cold wind began to pierce the body. Where I am, surely this is not my world. I kept looking around me, but there was only a cloud of fog and white white earth. Is this a heaven where all the good people will be placed here.

"Lady, is not that you? Who found my binoculars, why did you get this far? Are you following me? "Some strands of questions that mysterious man threw at me.
I'm just confused, why I met him again. It's weird what a dream.
"Sorry, I do not know anything. and yes it's me who found your binoculars that "
Some of the questions he asked and asked me to make me feel comfortable inside my heart. Finally I got to know and knew his name, and his name was exactly the one on the binoculars I found. ROPER DRAMISION, a beautiful and handsome name. I began to be invited around in the white world right where he lived. I was told what kind of experience he had experienced. The one that fascinated me was when he told me about his experience when he got here. And I realized that he was a creature who did not exercise. Somehow the fear did not come out of my mind, this sense of comfort overcame my fear. I was invited to meet one of the elders in this white world. His house is right in front of my present. I'm confused as to why Roper is going to meet him. There was anxiety in my brain.

"Excuse me, I'm sorry I can ask for your time for a while?" Roper asked as he took me that might be thought Roper I would run and run away in fear.
"Yes cu, okay. Come here in and sit down ". Invite the owner of the house
"Thank you sir." I said and Roper simultaneously.

Without waiting for a long time we directly sat next to each other while waiting for the master out of his secret room. A few minutes we waited for him to come out while carrying his ancient book. It made me a little surprised. Actually Roper's goal to bring here is to ask how I can get back to my world. But the feeling of hesitation finally arises in my head, I am confused about having to leave or I have to stay. If I go to my world, it will not make my comfort come. But somehow I feel comfortable here, I feel calm and peaceful. Moreover, coupled with the Roper beside me.

Zoy louis and Roper dramision, you two young men of the same heart and heart. "A sudden phrase from the mouth of this host.
Roper and I immediately startled, what is the meaning of what he said. Then he gave me advice and understanding. He immediately told me that the portal where I can get back has been closed. Roper is confused but why I do not yes. He also continues to tell the story of a different love world that eventually lovers couple must be trapped in this white world. And he and Roper have both experienced me. I'm confused, it's not just me who keeps this love and I have it from the first time I met him. Without waiting long Roper took me out of this place.

Right in front of the old man's house Roper suddenly took my hands and looked at my eyes with taste.
"Miss Zoy, this heart is beginning to die helpless to keep silent without speaking, will you stay here with me, I'm the first to feel this comfort. And this is the goal I've been looking for. "
Without saying much I immediately smiled and nodded to him, he was not giving me a choice but he gave me a phrase and everyone would want it if he had been comfortable and saving love. This is the purpose of Roper's life that is almost the same as my life's purpose. Now I choose to leave my world for my love, I will leave my world where I am only one who is not so important. In the white world there will be no such thing as hate and anger, here everyone lives in harmony and understands one another. This is where everyone will be able to feel the real love.

The portal where I can get back has been closed, nothing will penetrate it. Whether he is strong, a ruler, or a god can not be. This is where I start a new life, with Roper.
In the real world exactly where my body lay lying awkwardly, my mother and my father cried hysterically that made my home atmosphere became crowded and raided by the villagers. My mother kept calling my name as if that would make my soul and body unite.

"Goodbye father, I choose not to continue with you does not mean I do not love you but I have to find my greatest goal in my life"
The words I keep telling you right now. This is the destiny of love. Now I can be with the person I think he is.

3 months have passed, I'm used to my life here. Now the conditions in my real world house are different, for some reason I'm not there it makes my father and mother closer and loving each other. They just understand the importance of love when one of the people in their lives has gone. Such a great feeling of love will arise as one feels a great deal of sadness. That's where they will know the importance of love. The unreal love finally I have now turned it into a reality.

The end