EXPERIENCES MAKE TRUST HARD

I'm not sure i'm able to talk about love or share my experience of love. I think because my parents relationship and my experiences of that it makes trust hard. I'm not saying I would never have a relationship. Part of what happened to my mum was that she had mental health problems and perhaps there's a fear that that could happen to me. It's quite layered I think. In some ways i'm very guarded and I don't let that go very easily, if at all.