The Saddest End- Part 2

NOW NEW ERA WAS TO START

It was me and my friend, both going out for buying stuff.Birthday of my friend, so obviously it was for party stuff.Although he just had been my best friend in very low period of time, but he was trustworthy.I was like a heartbroken guy, who's suffering from love, needed love dose.
Kinda hard to find soul mate.
But who knew when it could turn right?
Bought the stuff, got back to my home and enjoyed the moment.Well, it was not party full of alcohol.We just had some veg stuff and nonalcoholic stuff.
Early morning, I was asked to go for some work, and I went to same shop.
There was a girl, selling stuffs, quite beautiful, with matured voice and body.Appealing to me, for a moment, it felt like I'd seen her somewhere, but was not able to recognize.Got back to home, and thought of her.

"Was it She?"
"Am I feeling something?"

It was time I again planned her activities, and cycling was on fire.
I used to go out, and I started again, but needed to confirm it first.
So I met her cousin who's friend of me.

"Is she Chandani?" Said I.
"Yes! She is.!" Said he.

"Where she was ago?" said I.
"She was in another city because uncle had some misunderstanding with grandpa." said he.

"Oh, so when they would go back?" said I.
"Well, I don't know, but as much I know, they are planning to stay in our colony." said he.

"That's good" said I.
"Well why is it so?" said he, staring at me with a serious look and funny look.

I was in quite serious dilemma. I didn't know what to answer,
He was my friend and her cousin. However I mustered up and told him about my crush with her cousin, And his reaction was shocking!

"What? Crush?" said he.
"Ah! Yeah, crush, but if you mind, I will forget it" said I.

"You! Motherfucker!How dare you to be so late in telling me?I don't have time to say a thing, but I know the outcome.Don't worry, I know you, you can tell her, and here I will not create any problem in this stuff." said he.

"What?" said I with shock.

"Yes! I'm not only your friend, but also a brother to you,
I'd be here in patch up" said he.

"That's amazing, thank you" said I.

This conversation was healing.I never imagined it.
Days passed by and she was figuring out my intention.I tried every step to let her know but she was like dumbass.I finally was wasting my time, but it was worth.I needed to find out a proper way to tell her.I went to home of her cousin.

"Hey! Would you help me in proposing her?" said I.
"What sorta help you need?" said he.

"I want to talk to her on call" said I.
"Okay! Her friend is my girlfriend! I'll manage it" said he.

"Quite fast, please". said I.
"Tomorrow! Okay?" Said he.

"Yes! I'll be ready" said I.

I didn't know what will go on but I had feeling.
She would be ready!I had a call and I talked her, but could not confess my love.Although she already knew I had some attraction for her, and she had
too for me.Finally it took me 1 year to tell her, and she took 2 months to answer my question

And the day, of 15 April, she said yes!

Wow!

A GLORIOUS DAY!
ACHIEVED WHAT I WANTED.

This was the time I was more happy than ever.Days were bright, nights were toxic.Every moment she was in my head.No more pain, no more separation!
For a moment, I was thanking God.I felt there was really a god looking after me.

"Doubt on my happiness?
You are laughing on me? Right?
You think it is not a big deal having a girlfriend.

Carry on reading.
You'll know what happened next."

Getting a girlfriend is easy stuff now a days but love?It is not easy.
I found my love in her.Since the day of my childhood.I had every memory of her kept in my head.What she used to wore!What she danced like.What she danced on song.!Every memory I could fit in, I did.And when she said she loved me too.I died for a moment.I didn't force her, she said it by herself.

I called her and asked for a simple meeting.

"Hello, can we meet once?"
"Yeah, but when? Parents are Hitler, will never allow me to go out"

"Okay, then how will we meet?
"I can't figure out, but if I go with my friend, I will have some chance."

"Ah! Can we meet on republic day function in school?
Its the day I knew you first.".
"Great idea! I will convince my mom"

"Where will we hide for some 10-15 minute?"
"I'll tell you once I figure out"

"Okay, then fine! I'll be waiting"
"Yeah, see you, I love you" She said.
"Bye! See you! I love you too". I said.

It ended here, and I was excited.Quite amazing feeling!
I didn't know it will happen.Well.Day came, we were to meet.
I got ready, and waited for call.She asked me to meet somewhere else than school.I went there and saw her.She was with her friend, and boyfriend of her also came.My girlfriend was shy and not shy too.
Simultaneously!
She dragged me with hand under a tree.Was holding me tight, and I was like a chicken.
I had a little conversation with her, and then I asked for kiss.

"When are we going to kiss?"
"Do it on chick! Only 1.!"
"Hai? Chick? OK!"

I did that, but I was not ready to let this moment go by.
I did hold her from back, and kissed on neck. Slight moan came out.Turned her right, Now my lips were having a meeting with her lips.I noticed a little but hard erection in my pants.I had several kisses and hard to quit it. Finally her brother called and asked where she is.
So we had to leave it here.After this moment,My brain was dead for a week.Several dreams continued. I didn't notice If I was leaving or dead.

The Big Deal- I admitted in college so she was too.
We had different college.
I was Ex-student.
I didn't have to attend class and she was non-regular so she too didn't have to attend class.

Finally I had to go through very hard time. We had different time and different colleges.We carried on our love to a higher level.

A life where you get disappointed and you find yourself deep in dark. You just want to leave everything behind. You want to either change the life or choose to end it. Changing life was not a easy stuff, but choosing to end it could be possibly done. Having a great immense pressure of everything which puts you down, makes you to feel guilt on your life style, makes you feel like you are not worth living on this planet. Neither love nor money is
by your side. You are just alone. You want some base of living. A purpose
to live life, a purpose to vanish the thought of ending this worst life to make it beautiful. At least be the one to make someone feel you mean to him or her.And that's what happened to me.

A fair and nice moment came, and it all changed my views to this world. Nobody is perfect and so was not I.
I was up for the future I was leading. And yes, I was pretty sure how I would lead this. Finally I had to go through very hard time. We had different time and different colleges.We carried on our love to a higher level.

A life where you get disappointed and you find yourself deep in dark. You just want to leave everything behind. You want to either change the life or choose to end it. Changing life was not a easy stuff, but choosing to end it could be possibly done. Having a great immense pressure of everything which puts you down, makes you to feel guilt on your life style, makes you feel like you are not worth living on this planet. Neither love nor money is by your side. You are just alone. You want some base of living. A purpose to live life, a purpose to vanish the thought of ending this worst life to make it beautiful. At least be the one to make someone feel you mean to him or her.
And that's what happened to me.A fair and nice moment came, and it all changed my views to this world. Nobody is perfect and so was not I.
I was up for the future I was leading. And yes, I was pretty sure how I would lead this.

A New Chapter was going to unleash my power. My will power to live for someone.

TO BE CONTINUED!!!!!!