The first emotional expression

Still at night
Su Yan: I can't write anything.
Yan Ran: Will it be tired, you will always pause for a long time when you write something, you think a lot of things are very tired.
Su Yan: Not tired, I am not sure if I am really serious about writing things?
Yan Ran: It must be tired, there are still a lot of homework to review, you still write to the middle of the night
Su Yan: I am really not tired, just a little sad...
Yan Ran: Yes, these days, you are always absent-minded, have something to worry about?
Su Yan: No, I dare not say...
Yan Ran: emotional problems?
Su Yan: What do you want, how is it possible?
Yan Ran:...
Yan Ran: Some words don’t always lie in my heart, it’s easy to get hairy.
Su Yan: I said it and I am afraid that you will say me.
Yan Ran: Good sister, when did your brother say you?
Su Yan: Many times, you won't admit it.
Yan Ran:...
Yan Ran: Really, how can I not remember?
Su Yan: You always refute me, you always think that I am wrong.
Yan Ran: You sometimes talk about things that I didn’t meet, I just don’t understand
Su Yan: Well...
Yan Ran: As long as you want to talk to someone, you will always be with you.
Su Yan: Well, brother, it’s good to have you.
Yan Ran: Let's talk, brother listens.
Su Yan: You know that we are all people.
Yan Ranly:...
Su Yan: Do you think you are the same as others?
Yan Ran: Many requirements are similar, but I will have your own little world.
Su Yan: What are the requirements in those areas?
Yan Ran: A good lover? A satisfactory job? A car of your own? I am stupid, you can think of it.
Su Yan: You can talk about yourself.
Yan Ran: I am just an ordinary person, maybe I want what they want, I am more greedy, haha (laughter)
Su Yan: No, you are not such a person.
Yan Ran:...
Su Yan: You are not so stupid
Yan Ran: silly? I don’t see it, everyone is very healthy, how is it silly?
Su Yan: You are only a few years old this year. These are not what you should pursue now.
Yan Ran: Age doesn't seem to explain the problem.
Su Yan: Let’s talk about it from another angle.
Su Yan: Do you think you are a normal person?
Yan Ran:...
Yan Ran: Do you think you are not?
Su Yan: Yes, maybe not, at least now
Yan Ran: Not in the future?
Su Yan: You are so sure that you will be a normal person.

Yan Ran: I don't know, but I will be a normal person.
Su Yan: If you don't make a decision too early, you can't see the future.
Yan Ran: Can you? Or who can?
Su Yan: I don't have that kind of power. It doesn't mean that others can't.
Yan Ran: That doesn't become, what is bad for being a normal person?
Su Yan: If you lie, you will lie to me, you can't lie to yourself.
Su Yan: Your little world, brother (with a 17-year-old girl's unique eyes white brother)
Yan Ran: I am afraid of you, you have been setting my words.
Su Yan: I set you up, I said, you don’t say I know.
Yan Ran: Don’t scare me, what do you say, I don’t know, you know, you talk about it.
Su Yan: Don't tell you
Yan Ran: Sister Su, I beg you... (pretending the look of an idiot)
Su Yan: I won't tell you.
Yan Ran: It’s too stingy.
Su Yan: This is a secret, even the secret that brother does not know.
Yan Ran: I still called you a sister.
Su Yan: I didn't ask you to call again.
Yan Ran: Good, don’t want to say it, don’t say it, then you’ll talk about it.
Su Yan: It’s not that it’s not normal, it’s not good, that’s what other people say: “mad people”
Yan Ran: Not to say normal people, how come mad?
Su Yan: Why, aren't they good?
Yan Ran: No, I just don't like it very much.
Su Yan; people don't necessarily like you?
Yan Ran: How to tell
Yan Ran: I still call them patients, so I’ll listen to them.
Su Yan: You are too narcissistic, they are no different from us, at least some aspects.
Su Yan: What do you think?
Yan Ran: Of course, how else would there be a hospital?
Su Yan: The hospital is also protecting them. The rules are sometimes unsatisfactory, but they are protecting us.
Yan Ran: What do you want to say?
Su Yan: Do you think they are more happy than us, but we are afraid to understand the mood, are we really unhappy?
Yan Ran: How come, or is it not meaningless to work hard?
Su Yan: Who can be like you, I don’t know if it’s sad or not, how good it is.
Yan Ran: When did I get so good?
Su Yan: You have always been like this, don’t say anything, and don’t explain anything.
Su Yan: Actually, you are the happiest person, otherwise why are you always alone?
Yan Ran: You always love someone.
Su Yan: I am different from you. I don't like them.
Yan Ran: I don’t understand if you said it.
Su Yan: You don’t say I understand.
Yan Ranly:...
Yan Ran: I really took you, as long as you are happy.

Su Yan: Haha
Su Yan: Brother, if one day you are wronged in your feelings, will it be like this?
Yan Ran: Ah?
Su Yan: When a person is always vulnerable, brother, you don’t want to be one person, you don’t always love yourself.
Yan Ran: Isn't there any pain in you, hey, this will be annoying to my brother.
Su Yan: as long as you are happy
Yan Ranly:...
Su Yan: If the one that made you wronged is me, will you be sad (very careful to ask)
Yan Ran: Why, you are my sister, how can I
Su Yan: But we are not brothers and sisters.
Yan Ran: I know (this is a refreshing word, and I’m looking at Suyan very seriously)
Su Yan: Do you have anything else to me... (The delicate cheeks are immediately flaming, without a complete sentence)
Yan Ran: (breathing immediately becomes heavier, afraid to speak)
Su Yan: Others... Others... Views
Yan Ran: Look at... View, my sister is the most beautiful girl in the school, and study hard, the most important thing is a good girl.
Su Yan: Is it as good as you said, but no one else said this?
Yan Ran: I am not right?
Su Yan: Enn
Yan Ran: (You really want my life)
Su Yan: Brother, what are you talking about?
Yan Ran: No, nothing.