LOML

I've just finished reading your letter, and it honestly shook me in the best and hardest ways. The way you opened your heart… it hit me deeply. I felt every word.

I do love you, a lot!! Maybe I haven’t always shown it clearly, maybe I’ve been scared or hiding inside my own confusion but the feelings I have for you are real. You’ve become someone incredibly important to me, and I don’t take that lightly.

But, I’m struggling with my own thoughts and fears. Not about you,but about myself, where I am emotionally, where I am in life, what I’m ready for, what it means to truly show up for someone like you whom I really care about a lot. I don’t want to lie to you or make promises while I’m still figuring out how to navigate all of this. I don’t want to hurt you by acting like I have everything sorted when I don’t.

What I can promise is that what I feel for you is real, and I’m staying right here. I want us to keep talking openly and gently, without rushing anything. I’m still finding my balance, but I want to do that by your side, with honesty and love guiding us.

I love you, I love us.