@lamimummy If you mean that you have to "get your act together", so to speak, before you accept Jesus Christ as your personal Lord and Savior—you do not have to. In fact the Bible says, which you may already be well familiar with, that none is righteous in Romans 3:10-12. We are only made right with God by His Son's death—which was the ultimate once and for all payment for our sins. But, if we do claim to be Christ's, we should in fact be able to resemble LOVE. Love being Christ.