As much as you love them, as much as they hurt you

 You love them, you just see every little beautiful detail they don't see themselves.
It's everywhere inside you.
In your dreams. In your thoughts and even when you try to escape.
They just become the happiest source of light and the darkest night.
They become the most comfortable place and the scariest place ever.
They make you feel safe and then you are all insecure that they may leave.
And you keep asking yourself " Shall I give up ? "
And then the reality keeps telling you " Move on, run away.. Get over this ".
As much as you love them, as much as they hurt you.