I hope you feel better soon. I understand exactly what you are talking about, and it is difficult to explain to people. Stress and clinical depression are very difficult to overcome.
Your videos over the past years have always been an inspiration to me. You have often times given a lift to my day with your unparalleled sense of humour and outlook on the world.
You always have my prayers. Blessings and groovy vibes from Sarge!
See you at the Poker Tables.
Thank You @sgt-dan
hugs