Update 5/22/26:

Hi, i need someplace to vent...
This past month I've felt real bizarre...
I keep getting migraines, feeling "unreal", worst panic attacks of my life! Episodes
I feel like i can't handle any stress lately, I've broken out in eczema all over my body. I feel like I'm losing my mind and everyone expects me to act like my normal self, or to figure it out on my own. I know I'm smart enough to figure things out on my own, i just wish i didn't have to fight this world on my own. It sounds stupid... i know people love me and that I'm blessed. I just feel so lonely sometimes... i wish i had a sign...