I’m Not Perfect

You know, I really disappointed myself when I didn’t upload a video to DTube on Monday. In all honesty I forgot to make one, then later in the day I remembered and just became upset instead of doing anything about it.

I have this problem where I push myself to do multiple projects at once while adding in several new habits to my everyday life... Let’s see as of recently I’ve been trying to write these posts for Steemit which I enjoy doing, making vlogs 3 times a week, writing a book, learning how to properly sing, building an online business, fit in workouts of some kind everyday, and on top of it I’ve been trying to make time to read a book that I’ve literally been reading for two years (definitely worth it though).

All together this is a big issue for me. I keep overwhelming myself with a lot at once instead of working on one thing at a time.

Then there has also been this strange flexuation with my self confidence. Sometimes I feel like I can conquer anything, I am good enough, I look great and do great. Then other times I feel like I am no where near good enough, I feel like I will never get anywhere & I need to kick out the negative for good! If I don’t I know what will happen... I will fall into a deep depression just like I have before and that results in unhealthy habits and absolutely no progress with the things I want most in life.

I used the picture above as this posts thumbnail because after I took it I was like ew, I look bad, tired, I have imperfections in my skin and you can clearly see the straying hairs from my eyebrows that I don’t like... but today I saw it and thought.. No it’s not perfect, but it is me no matter what and I AM Good Enough to do anything I want!

Today I want to start fresh, I want to work on one thing at a time & I am contemplating going back to 1 Vlog per week.. Let me know what you think in the comments.

From here on out I really want to post here everyday and more than once a day.

I felt the need to get all of this out, if you read this far Thank You for taking the time to read this!

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