I received lots of it :D I totally agree with you. I am not always the ideal person to be around. I have my bad days too but I try to control my negativity and let it move out of my system through my breath. I am still a work in progress and there is a long way to go but I am trying. And I too ask for forgivness when I realize my mistake. Its good to have people like you around to be reminded of what I need and should do i.e. stay calm and positive :)