It will form a big hole in my routine too, when I leave.
I shall go as I came, gravely misunderstood, with nobody to share my esoteric insight with. It teaches me why what is occult must stay occult. Now only hoping it will help me on my journey out then!

To care or not to care, I suppose that is what it is all about. But I can't think in such terms clearly anymore. I am not a sweet and gentle person. I am a very very frutstated woman sick and tired of the lies we tell ourselves. It makes me very insensitive to stepping on toes.

I can (still) sense that my probing is considered belligerent and makes you defensive. I crush your ego with mine. It is a stupid gladiator fight!

But wouldn't it be so much more arrogant of me to say: where you are is fine. It is all good. Peace be with you.

Peace is with you anyway. You are old enough and loved enough and have enough status in society (real life) to be ten times more peaceful than me.

It is all NOT good, though, when more than one are gathered here and there is still nothing TRULY moved but hot air. Steemit leaves me sick every single night. It leeches energy. I was merely wondering if you might have seen that too and could name where to.

Why do we do it? I have to read self-deception after self-deception and make-believe and self-promotion: it's not healthy! It's mad that we keep coming back for more. Yet we do. Is it love?

Like you I wish we could connect to the people here on something that needs no nonsense words. For me, my only hope is high academic excellence. If I hear anymore new age or psychobabbel drivel I'll drill a hole in my forehead.

Conformity is fine. He's conforming the stream with Watts and more that costs him no effort to post. Give him another vote and he'll never mind. He better not: why do we allow people to use other people's work exclusively to earn votes? I'm not going to stop him. At least its'a quality post.