Forgetting trauma and sadness is not easy, The situation now is very sad🕊️.

Today I feel very tired, but there is no other way but to be enthusiastic. describes the feeling of physical and mental fatigue, trapped, hopeless, or wanting to give up because the situation and circumstances never end, but often ends with the urge to rest, I get up, or just surrender, it seems, I'm tired of all the demands, It feels like there's no way out, or, My silence is just a symbol of tiredness, not surrender. But what I feel always makes me sad🥹.

However, I'm still sad, but I always try to be strong, Every day without a network makes me sad, Every day we always look for a network in the upper villages or in the highlands, some are also unsuccessful, It's not easy, you know. We need a network not to spend hours playing games and watching, But we need a network and electricity, so we can give each other news among relatives and family.

So we can know what the conditions are like there, and so we can know what the situation is like out there. That's all we really need: network and electricity. Right now, it's like the network and electricity are playing a joke on us. Sometimes they're on, sometimes they're not, and the internet connection is often completely dead. Even hearing news from the ministry is incredibly frustrating. Because this flood disaster has reached overseas, China, Japan, Malaysia, and other Asian countries have sent disaster relief to Aceh.

However, the aid scattered in tens of tons disappeared, and the people of Aceh are very upset, just imagine other countries are tired of helping the people of Aceh, instead the aid given by these countries is lost, who knows who stole it, who knows who corrupted the aid for Aceh, all the people of Aceh have raised the white flag as a sign that we are not okay, and we have asked the UN for help, because this disaster is a national disaster.

Every day, we hope for help to arrive, as we are still children and still need high dreams and aspirations, but now everything is gone. Perhaps God has already arranged it; this disaster is a lesson for the next life, Amen. Every morning and afternoon, we share stories with our friends. We eat together to avoid trauma.

This is the current situation. We remain strong because the lesson will come. The important thing is that we must be enthusiastic and enjoy whatever fills our stomachs so we don't go hungry. Moreover, every day we are here like brothers, even though I only recently met new friends. But we look out for each other.

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Housing aid, the House of Love and children's education foundation has been established in Aceh Tamiang, Indonesia.

Some areas have been sent by foreign journalists and external assistance, I see that there are several areas that have supported us and set up flood relief posts, Day by day it is increasingly evident, Many of the wood carried by the flood currents are branded, meaning that it must be large wood that was cut down in our forests, It is not animals that destroy the forest, but humans who destroy the forest and are greedy, Come on Indonesia, don't expect the government, it is enough for the community to help the community.

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In the afternoon, higher education students and the PMI team stepped in to cheer up local children and provide medical care. The children today have felt better because today they were entertained by kind people who care about the Aceh Tamiang disaster. They are very happy and can play with them.

They really care about us so that we are always in good health. They don't just bring medical supplies, they bring their own personal items to entertain the children. Like this afternoon they brought footballs, so that the children here, among others, can play together. I really salute the high university students in Aceh Tamiang who entertained us. May you be a just and prosperous leader in your next life.

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Every night, we have something to do while waiting for the electricity to come back on and the network to return to normal. Recently, the electricity and network have been somewhat normal at night. That's why we're always on guard so we can access the network. Especially me, whenever there's a network, I immediately post on Steemit and do other important things.

Tonight, my friends and I here always make a quick breakfast using the stove we donated. We fry crackers, make Indomie noodles, and burn wood for a fire while we wait for the electricity to come back on. That's my story today. Even though it's sometimes boring, the important thing is that we always try our best for my future.

Author Misslaila🙏.