The pain is real, but so is the hope. I hope I recover quickly and can resume my daily activities☺️

Hello everyone.

Today is my third day in the hospital. It's truly incredibly sad. It's not sadness because of the circumstances or anything like that, but because I know this is a personal trial. Even though I'm sick, I always try to cheer myself up.

On my third day in the hospital, I didn't shower at all since I was admitted. So, I haven't showered for three days and three nights. On the third day, during a sunny day, I felt unsafe with my body. I felt hot and a little itchy from sweating. The needle had been in my hand for three days and three nights. That's why I haven't showered for three days. I felt uncomfortable and wanted to freshen up💦.

But sometimes my body feels a little better every night because I prepare a fan that my grandmother brought from home. Bored? Of course, sometimes I'm incredibly bored all day, just contemplating and thinking about my body getting healthy again. But now my condition has improved quite a bit, all thanks to my asking for healing from the Almighty, Allah SWT.

My days are spent in the room, It's really boring sometimes, like I said earlier, I can't do anything but lie in bed and listen to stories from the sick people next to me while waiting for the day to pass. How unpleasant it is, every time I wake up and take the medicine given by the doctor, On that occasion when I feel my body is getting better, that's when I try to make a post.

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On this third day, I've been experiencing many things. I feel like my body is starting to heal and recover, but I don't know when the doctor will give me permission to go home. Honestly, I don't feel at home here at all. I'm just trying to get better, so I can go about my daily activities as usual.

I miss my school friends, I miss going to school and studying, I miss my grandmother's daily meals. I remain patient as my body heals. It's all a process, and I believe that one day I can do better.

I'm a little sad, because a few months ago, before I joined Steemit, I had been saving regularly to buy a laptop for my next school education. Because in the future, I really need a laptop for studying and other important things. I'm sad because I've already taken half of my savings to go to the hospital for treatment💕.

That's what makes me sad, because my savings are already too low to buy a laptop. But what I have to do is for the good of my body as well. I keep thinking after this ordeal, if I'm blessed with a long life, I want to save up some more money in my piggy bank to buy a laptop. Hopefully, I can do that again.

Author Misslaila🕊️