hey thanks for writing! I have been to Edinborugh after high school - back in 1982 and I remember feeling that way - it is a magickal place! i am reading The Magic of Findhorn and they go into detail about meeting Pan and other spirits of Nature - and boy would i like to have that experience... thank you for your good wishes!!! I might try to get to Scotland again and go to findhorn - but I just can't stand the thought of braving the NWO airport deal to get there and come back - maybe I will just expatriate... :)