"He who fights with monsters should be careful lest he thereby become a monster. And if thou gaze long into an abyss, the abyss will also gaze into thee." Nietzsche.

i have been wading through this malignant muck for years, and i have to say, you must allow time to heal from what the knowledge of the existence of this does to you. not taking time out from the battle is the best way to burn out. if we are to succeed, we need all of us.