To My Little Angel
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Becoming a mother, is my life’s greatest desire
My life will be complete, as long as I conceive
I have loved you, even before you came
When I saw two red lines, my heart started to pump
Happiness, excitement and joy filled my heart
All I could think of is planning our future
Surprising your father was the most exciting part
Preparing the props, practicing the speech
For so long we have waited, for the coming of our child
But before I can tell him, you have already left
My body felt numb, my womb felt empty
No number can measure the pain I was feeling
Every night in my bed, I wept silently for you
Every morning in my work, I fake a smile for me
Every day in my life, I became numb and lost
For all the tears I have cried, for all the sorrows in my heart
I have but one question that desperately needs an answer
Why my little angel, have you left me so sudden?
Wow, that should be a great feeling!
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A heart breaking miscarriage. God has a purpose and in perfect time we'll never know you'll have a new angel soon.
It was already a year ago but I still get teary eyed every time I remember. This poem is my way of expressing my grief and moving on. Thanks @loistoryador.