A Time & Place

There's a time and a place for things I Said
I looked away - Turning My Head
I simply said I wanted out

You wondered why and what that was about

I cried at the feet of the angels for you
did all I could to make you do well

Promising that I'd help compel

but that was not enough

so you fell

from grace and into a shell

I see now this trend
So Sad- You will go mad
You and your lies - your twisting of it all
You can try but it wont work
You should simply face that you are a Jerk!
My life with you
Searching for a way to live in this life and be alright - But that would soon end
Cos I realized you were not even my friend

You're filled with Pretend

& Filled with gossip and lies

You say You care
Yet are riddled with fear-
How could you dare?!

It's sad
that you are going mad
all the drugs you took
putting up your nose
well that's what really shows
its sad
That you are going mad
and that,
The things you had-
Could have made you see
It was always me-in your corner
Showing you how, giving you love
Wanting to save you
You lacked respect and now- you are just alone- Pretending to be Free- but you live in Fear and Misery
And No One will never really know Because you will lie to be Best in Show
But it was not me-Who turned on you
Never and in- no way would I dare!

cos I actually did care

Your anger, fear, your twisted words of deceptions
Your family too -
You lied to them - Didn't you!

You took too much - But, for you it's never enough-
Yet you continue to believe your sad lies
So inconceivable to me -

How that could ever actually be

You were my angel and I at your feet-
But all you gave back, was lies and deceit

Which is so so sad
now you will go mad
and live with your hate inside

I know i really tried

But what is really sad is your fate - All alone - Just you and your lies
All will see through them one day! While your days turn Into the night
Did you lie about that too-seeing the light
I am sure you did - just hopelessly sad to pretend you suddenly Love God and see him too -

Trying to reel me in - that was all you were trying to actually do

I asked for One thing...NO MORE GOSSIPING LIES-
You said ok But couldn't comply

So vapid you are -

yet once my star
Now so alone you are - A shell- No feelings left in you now - Just anger and rage

So Sad- You're going mad-
So alone - you and your lies you spread
Throwing away the only thing that made you whole

Lying and pretending all along - When it was actually you

So Quickly you turned when eyes were on you

so sad -

cos that is so mad!
And sick in the head

You only care about the image you shed
Are those who see through you simply Casualties of war-
You throw them away - once it's yourself you abhor

Your Evil tongue, gossiping & Lies-

Bullying Me-Taking me by surprise!
You sit around Gossiping all day - with nothing Truly honorable say

Even after the Car
You simply went too Far

You Still lie and pretend that ok

But its Darkness in you - deep inside

I see it so clear
It's as Vivd as Day

You're darkness will never go away
It's really sad
How you're going mad

So, I must put this to an end
Cos now with all you have done and how you have lied
You are not even your own friend

Enjoy your lonely fate
The end

by @NIXTER
www.nikkidisanto.com