Ethan, a beautiful poem. Your "Just in case I fail" is what most people go through many times in their lifetime. Just by experience though, it's okay to fail if one tries their best. I've failed many times but what is important is getting up and moving forward again. The failure in life is letting a failed experience keep you afraid from trying again. Just like you said, "Failing is not an option, All I need is right before me, I just need to grasp it to succeed, Life is what you make it, seize your chance, take it". I love seeing your growth in wisdom, life and becoming!......Cabbagepatch :D