Ps I Still Love You : Unspoken Questions
As I was reminiscing the past, I asked myself why
Why did it come to an end, how long am I gonna play pretend
It was the happiest days of my life,the days when you were holding me tight
I remember how your eyes crinkle when you smile, and how you hug me when I cry
You told me I was the best thing that happened to you, and sadly it's the same for me too
I remember the night we got drunk, we were sitting at your rooftop
We talked about silly stuff, until the dusk of dawn and our eyes got puff
You were my human diary, I told you everything that happened to me
I told you my strengths and my weaknesses, I even disclosed my darkest secrets
I trusted you will all my life, and then you stabbed me like a knife
I was left bleeding, crying and panting, the pain I felt was excruciating
Those nights I spent crying, holding my pillow in pain I'm wallowing
I started to question my worth, as I was in my room pacing back and forth
Was I not enough? Why was life so rough?
Was there something I haven't done?How will the pain be gone?
days, months and years have passed, there were many questions that I’d like to ask
your memories still linger on my mind, seems like moving on is hard to find
but I kept telling myself to let you go, convincing myself I’m better off without you
and now that you’re with someone new, I wish I can say I’m happy for you, I really do
though I sometimes wish it would still be me, I know someone's already making you happy
Really really sad. But, we move on.