I'm honest when I say...

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I'm honest when I say that I hate to lie
Still I can't help carving cracks
In mirrors from which
I can’t hide

I'm honest when I say that I try
Still I can't help burn the bridges
To places where I
Could find a safer tide

I'm honest when I say that I love you
Still I can't help pushing
You further away
Telling myself feelings fade