Tears

How can I feel this way?
How could you love me?
Your heart is bleeding for her
while your eyes are holding me.
This is all just a dream,
a bad scene that won't last.

Why can't I learn not to do this?
How can I teach myself not to fall?

I want to fly away into nothing
and never come back.

Why did you
  call me beautiful
   run after me
    hold me (only but briefly)

I want you to hold me forever
       for now
Don't leave me
       don't love me
Quit breathing her soul.

Look.
Can't you see what's happening?

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This is an older poem from many years back. It's one of the (few) not-too-terrible ones.