HIM (stray thoughts)

Body shakes
Fear takes all over
danger of the unknown
i twist and turn
I squirm
Trying to make sense of it all
Heart races
My mind goes to several places
Is he with her I wonder
why hasn't he returned my texts I ponder
is must be something I said
I have pushed him away...haven't I
would I be good enough ever
I should go to him
could he be in danger
he has left me, I know he has
I saw how happy he looked with her
the spark in his eyes
what to do.
I'd have to know my place
To know my stand, he said he loves me
or doesn't he
I will know I'd wait...before I do something
I'd will forever regret

To be continued....