Poetry #1

Missing Yourself

I tried
What I should have tried
I love you
How to love
I love it
Who to love
Kumaki
Why should I kumaki

Sebernanya what happened
I do not understand
Sebernanya who I am
I do not recognize
Should I go, To seek identity
Or should I die
Just to know, Who am I really

Really I do not understand
Why am I like this
Contemplating meaning that I do not understand