That's so sad dude... Ridiculous even... You were my first steemit friend, and while I hope you don't actually leave, I can't make you stay. You will most certainly be missed. I want you to do one thing before you go: tell me a cryptocurrency to buy with the 40 sbd I owed you. I will hold it in my sons' savings portfolio until either you come back, or steemit dies because of the cancer that exists within. If the latter occurs, my kids will get a story about the awesome stoner that stood up for what was right, and got knocked too far down to recover.