Ill rather beleive in the existence of God now that i'm alive rather tgan discovering that there is a God after death. I have nothing to loose in beleiving that i did not happen by accident but that a superior being who prooves himself to those who beleives created me. This is now more than what i believe by reading the scriptures. It is what i have seen and heard. Thanks for your wonderful comment, the fact still remains that God loves you regardless of your believe in him or not.