Which is why I mentioned that this could just be the right medication for you, eventually. Since you mentioned in your earlier post that you tried with a few doctors and it didn't work out for you. The only addition I made was that medication, alone, might not help you to an extent where it just goes away. The reference I made was not a similar scenario to yours in all it's entirety, but just to let you know that there are other internal/external factors too that do contribute more than you think they might or could.

And the 'cycle' you're talking about, when I said 'win your own war', my point was to be part of that cycle since you can't just get out of it, yes, but be a part of that in a way that has, to some extent, elements of positivity for you. We all have our own dynamics of life, don't we? We're all consumed and connected with events, moments and everything else that we can't just part ways from. So what I meant was to rely on your willpower and strengths in a broader perspective, in addition to the medication, even though you've find the right sort of medication or the doctor. This combination is what I believe can work for you, both in the short and the long-run.