You are exactly thinking the same thing that anybody would think for a while when he has so much responsibilities and value. Then in the second moment the answer comes, you have to be loyal to yourself and good to the society. Do what suits you and that helps developing someone. If i say about steemit, you have to do more smart work then the authors who arE publishing the material. Take out the better one out of the crowd. Atleast your soul will be happy , yahh i helped somebody well deserving.