Sometimes....

...I get angry, so angry that I burst out into tears. The worst part is that even then, I never get taken seriously. They just laugh at my pain. Are you laughing too?
Maybe one day the tears will finally run out & everything will finally be fine....maybe. This deep, heavy weight on my chest will end...maybe. The burning stone of jealousy will pass from my throat...maybe. My hands will finally stop shaking out of anxiety...maybe. My smile will be real...maybe.