Rap Challenge # 6 Deadliest Depressant

Lyrics:
RIP to Chester Bennington, so depressed and negative
The most positive mental states senses it
Till they need anti- depressants to function in my presence
They say I’m the deadliest depressant
Waking up in the middle of the night in a cold sweat
That feeling like the world’s gonna end
Barely energy left to be technical
Sorry rhyme schemes, remind me of depression
Too complex sometimes and don’t make sense at all
Ejecting this message off my chest like a cockroach
Releasing eggs seconds before they’re dead
Could never start to live, before my birth, descended in the depths at the end of death
Tried Dettol for the scars, STORY is healing's a TALE
Like cutting off a lizard’s, pain just regenerates
Penetrates so deep, your soul levitates to escape
The start of anesthetics yay no pain!
But no pain paradoxically hurts the most
The numbness has some feelings like a paraplegic
Prosthetic feet is stepped on "medic!" hie hie