Feeling
I was up every morning wanting to sleep.
I don't sleep. I don't live. I live a lie of school.
Grades are the only thing that matter. Skills don't matter, Grades do.
I'm stupid, I get good grades. Good for me. I'm smart i don't get good grades.
I'm stupid because i don't do what a person tells me to do. I'm not really alive. I'm a machine, a tool.
Im not a human, im but a test.
I don't get to think. That's what teachers are for. To think for me. Make my decisions for me.
I cant be a human. I cant be an individual. I stand up for myself and am told to sit down. I sit down and am judged because i don't stand up for myself.
I want to be a kid, I want to be a person again. Not a gear in a giant machine. I want to be a machine, not a gear. I want to be someone not a something.
Things are not ok. I am not ok. I am not fine. I am nothing without good grades. I am not important. I am obsolete.
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