The art of shitposting.

I do shitpost. As in, I put effort in my posts but most of them end up being shit.

But then there are some people who just don't put any effort at all, just throw random words or random pictures and get votes.

There are other, Gods, who write 20 posts in one day and they're all good. (@ tarazkp, goals)

Okay, probably shitposting is important for some people. Maybe you're just trying to be fast, trying to keep it simple as you would in any other social media. Maybe we are allowed to shitpost, maybe we should shitpost.

I don't know, should I shitpost? As in, counsciously, because I already shitpost when I'm trying to write quality posts.

I've been here for 10 months or so. It's been an incredible ride. I don't know exactly when, but at some point posting regularly became super difficult for me. Massive writer's block. I felt awful posting just because, and I still do; and having the correct mindset to sit down and put effort into a post was so difficult that I just had anxiety attacks.

Even then, when I did sit down to write, it ended up being shit and I disappointed myself. Now, I'm figuring this is just a condition of mine, being (as usual) super hard on myself. (Something is screaming inside of me saying NOPE, YOU ACTUALLY SUCK). And that whole thing made me slowly give up with the writing thing, because man! That anxiety!

After all of that a lot of unfortunate didn't let me write or post even if I wanted to. My laptop dying, my internet leaving me, my country consuming me, getting me more depressed.

It's also discouraging to feel that my kind of writing doesn't fit here. It gets lost. I write a lo of emotional shit, and get zero feedback (I love you gp). And Steemit is a place of nerds and geeks and technology and crypto. And why do you like to talk so much about Steem? Can you imagine if most of Facebook only posted about Facebook? I know it's a really bad comparison but damn.

I'm in the process of trying again to post more frequently. Also, I have a lot going on inside of me which is allowing me to write a bit more. But then again, I only write emotional shit. Cheesus, when is this going to stop?

Anyway, here, have a shitpost.