The Diary Game || Date: November 5, 2025 || Today's diary game was the most tragic and heartbreaking of my life.

Dear greetings everyone,
I’m @azit1980
From #bangladesh
I hope you are all well, thanks to the grace of God. But it is with a heavy heart that I say that today's blog is about the most precious asset of my life and the one with whom my heart is attached.

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I have been away from this platform for a long time. November 2, 2025, was one of the saddest days of my life. How can I tell you, at 6:30 in the morning, suddenly we got news from our house that my pregnant mother had passed away. At that time, I was sleeping. When this news came to my mobile from home, I suddenly heard that my mother's condition was very bad and we all had to go home right away. That's when I suspected that something had happened to my mother. A few minutes later, another call came, and my mother was no more. I still couldn't believe it, but I hurriedly got ready and left for home. I still couldn't believe it, but I hurriedly got ready and left for home.

Today is the 4th day since my mother passed away. Today is the 4th day since my mother passed away. According to our religious scriptures, Brahmins have been made to do the work. I can't accept that my mother is gone. Even then, there is nothing I can do; everyone has to leave one day. The purpose of getting the Brahmin to work after 4 days is so that after my mother's passing away, her soul may be well in the afterlife. My heartfelt request to everyone is that my mother may be a resident of heaven in the afterlife. I lost my father without realising it, and now I have lost my mother. I have become the most orphaned person in the world. How can I somehow extinguish the fire of chaff burning inside my heart?

As per the rules and regulations of our community, especially the religious scriptures, after finishing work, we three brothers freshened up and went home. Some food was prepared for my mother. Today, around 20 types of items have been arranged to dedicate to the mother. Today, on the occasion of 4 days, food has been arranged for some people in the society. This arrangement is especially for the peace of the soul of the mother.

In the afternoon, I met my elder brother. We will have to stay like this until 11/11/2025. No rice will be eaten for 11 days; light fruits will be eaten. That too will be eaten twice. Shoes will not be worn until 11, and we will all have to sleep together without pillows. The reason I took this picture is to keep this kind of memory. I wouldn't wear this kind of clothes. That's why I took this picture. I have written this blog today with a lot of pain in my heart. Please pray for me, and may I overcome the bleeding in my heart.

Best regards
@azit1980