After taking a step back from the war room it was realized that emotions over ruled better judgement and that is what was fueling the call to arms and destruction.
Being volatile is a strong point at times and a hindrance at other times. Knowing that you're being an extremist and then being able to step down to a reasonable level is a must.

I admire you for this quality. Signs of matured man and hopefully all man should have and learn if not yet.