Not worrying about what people think frees you to do things, and doing things allows you to win or learn from your loss

I know exactly the feeling... i was going to buy btc when the price was 2bucks but fear didn't let me, than ethereum when he was 8 bucks, and fear stopped me again, tesla stocks, nvidia stocks, i could have made so many good decisions, but fear( fear that i blame partialy my father) didn't let me... i ended up putting the money that i could have invested into stupid stuff, like a graphic card that i don't use, 3 or 4 games that i also don't use and gambling (at least this last one actually got me a profit of 10 bucks), fear is your worst enemy, i no longer live my life with fear, thank god