I Keep Believing!
Life has taught me to keep believing. I never started this way, I started on a clean slate with no errors, no mistakes, no advice, no sorrow, that was while growing up. When I hear people say, “adulthood na scam” I didn't believe it, but wearing the shoe has taught me that it is a scam.
Welcome to the world of adults, I keep reminding myself. A world where responsibilities are limed out, a world where you advice yourself, a world where nobody sends you, a world where you must fend for yourself, a world where no one tells you it is time.
The struggles of the day has made me keep believing that there is light at the end of the tunnel. I would have given up, but then, giving up means I have failed and that wouldn't speak good of me. I just have to push and keep my hope alive.
I keep believing that tomorrow, business would move well even if it doesn't feel that way now, I keep believing that tomorrow, I will live well, have lots of money, have my own family and live comfortable, even when it doesn't look like it now, I keep believing.
Sometimes I wake up and feel tired of going to work because sometimes, I go and return empty, but I keep believing. Life itself is a learning field and I do see people in worst situation than I am, but I keep believing.
Sometimes I want to blame my parents for not explaining adulthood to me, I knew when I hastened to be here but didn't understand what it was all about. I just feel my parents owe me some explanations why they didn't explain what I was going into to me.
Well since I'm here, I don't think their explanations would shift me or change my status. I just have to be focused and do the right thing for the betterment of my tomorrow. Looking for whom to blame is an excuse or platform for poverty to rip me off. This is a phase that will pass by and I must surely overcome.
I keep believing that tomorrow is a sunny day!
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