My eyes were wet cos i so know what you are saying. I did too much suffering since 13, i am in suffocation but i bear it cos i was created to carry load but all those moments like the one with your son, i spot them and those are it for me. Even the Creator, Jehovah i am sure he was those moments; your kid in happy state and he had fun. I lost it though, the ability to have fun, relax etc but i know how beautiful life is, i am deep and really gifted when it comes to life and i learn all the emotions and know of their existence even perhaps more than people who experience them. As the years go by, they get lost even more, again, i was create in a very special way, sometimes that's the only thing i can say i dislike about me, is just that: too much depth and too much strenghtt and too much ability when it comes to diverting all the tough times aright. I am on a phase like my dad. My dad couldn't define things and channel it and he crumbling before my eyes. He is a very great man, just tied and helpless and it ate him. He loved like crazy. I am not with him but the loveability that he has is a gift. It is the same in my case. Hahaha lost the flow writing this but you will grasp a bit. Next year, i will talk of my story on steemit cos my story can fix lives. It is very rare. I had plans for fun finally starting next year but another giant mishap happened, so i am in war again diverting it to good use. I am good. My fun now is something different. i am still a young boy but was man since 13 and a very very very grown good man. I will pause, cause you will grasp. The tears that got my eyes wet are special tears. A tiny outlet. I am in a nation, where i can have fun endlessly. But i realy am past several types of fun. It comes with depth. The vision is different